Wednesday, January 4, 2017

The Sun God's Heir: Return Chapter Two

CHAPTER TWO
THREE YEARS LATER
1671, Bordeaux, France




“HENRI, WHERE is my red coat? I am riding today with Martin and Clarisse. I need the red coat. Are my boots polished?” René pulled open the drawers of his dresser. “Henri!” he yelled again.
“Here, sir, and not as young as I used to be,” Henri wheezed out after running up the long staircase with a pair of knee length black boots that shone like polished mirrors. He coughed and leaned against the bed post. “Your red coat is in the armoire, sir.”
René flung open the carved cedar cabinet. “Mais oui, ’twas here all along. Sorry for the urgency, but I cannot wait to get out there.”
“I quite understand, sir, ’tis a beautiful day. I instructed the groom to saddle Orion.”
“Merci. Now, if I can just get these boots on. Why do they make them so difficult? Is father around?”
Henri brushed a piece of lint from the shoulder of the coat and held it for René to put on. “I believe he is in the sitting room enjoying breakfast. Shall I tell Marie to set a place for you?”
“Not this morning. I just have time for a sip of tea. But I wanted to speak with him before I leave.”
“Enjoy your ride, sir.”
René raced from the room, jumped onto the polished mahogany banister, and rode it down the grand marble staircase to the main floor.
He ran through the mirrored foyer with its pillars and paintings until he came to a stop in the sitting room.
His father sat at a small table, his breakfast half eaten. Rene smiled. He was proud of the tall slender man who appeared younger than his forty-seven years. His close trimmed beard held no gray, like his thick brown hair tied back in a queue. With his somber, well-tailored dark clothing, Armand Gilbert looked the man he was, a prosperous merchant.
“Father, I heard the Belle Poulé berthed yesterday. What does she carry? Is there something for me? How is Captain Coudray? Still the toughest master on the seven seas? How about...”
“Slow down, son. Sit and have breakfast with me. There is plenty of time to hear all the news. The Belle Poulé will remain in port for quite a while. She needs to be scraped, tarred, and refitted before she sees the open ocean again. And oui, Jacques made it back. I am sure he will be happy to see his star pupil. After your last trip as quartermaster, he told me you will be a hell of a pilot one day. S’il vous plaît, sit.”
“I am sorry, father, but I am already late. Promised to meet Martin for a ride. Perhaps we can have tea this afternoon.”
A once outgoing and gregarious man, Armand Gilbert’s serious expression had rarely softened since his wife’s death. Looking at René, it did so now. “S’il vous plaît, hand me that ledger.”
René circled the table and brought the gray leather bound book to his father.
“Merci. Is that how you are going out?”
“Oui. I look dashing, do I not?” René straightened his coat.
Armand swallowed a sip of tea. “Oui, you do look dashing, but you also look unarmed. The world has become more dangerous.”
René’s smile drained away. “Father, we have had this conversation too many times. I refuse to carry a sword. I am sorry that it causes you concern, but I will not do it.”
“René, it was self-defense.”
“I will never kill another man.”
Armand fingered his empty sleeve and his expression changed to a rueful smile. “So many things on which I placed the word never that happened anyway. Just saying the word will not make it so. You are a grown man now. Be careful out there. We shall have tea later.”
René leaned over and kissed his father on the cheek. “No need to worry about me; I am very good at getting out of trouble. I will see you upon my return.”


René brought the giant black horse up hard. There over the crest of the hill his best friend Martin and Clarisse du Bourg waited.
“Orion, what say we make an entrance?” He patted the coal black stallion’s neck. A seasoned five-year-old, at seventeen and a half hands, Orion was the essence of power. René leaned forward and released the horse. For one brief instant, horse and rider were motionless. Then Orion exploded into a gallop, giant strides eating the distance between René, and Martin and Clarisse. His abrupt arrival surrounded them with dust.
Clarisse’s horse reared, forehooves striking out.
“Keep him back!” she yelled. Tall, statuesque, with one leg hooked over the pommeau of her sidesaddle, Clarisse controlled her horse, backing him away from René and Orion. In a quiet cadenced voice she calmed the skittish mount. René moved Orion to the other side of Martin, whose placid gelding stood motionless, refusing to acknowledge the angry stallions now on either side.
“Perhaps you need a gentler horse?” René said.
“A gentler horse!” Clarisse snapped. “Perhaps you need better manners. If I were a man, I would have already challenged you.”
“My good fortune, I guess.” René smiled.
Before she could continue, Martin interrupted. “Let it rest. No need to bicker. ’Tis a beautiful day, and we have food and wine. Let us be off.”
“Except most of the day is already gone,” murmured Clarisse, her bright blue eyes now dark with anger.
“What was that?” René asked.
Clarisse bolted. The men were left in a cloud of dust. “I guess she was ready to ride.”
Martin grinned. “I have ten francs that says we cannot catch her before she gets to the river.”
“A fool’s wager. Orion can beat anything on four legs.”
“Ten francs,” said Martin.
“I will take that bet.”
“’Tis not always the horse,” Martin yelled as they took off after Clarisse.
In a burst of speed, René left Martin behind. The air was crisp and warm. René leaned forward and spoke into Orion’s ear. “Come on, boy, will you let that insult go unanswered?” Almost as if he understood, Orion stretched out even more, and thundered after Clarisse’s horse.
The thought that chasing an angry stallion might be a mistake passed through René’s mind, but it was lost in the excitement of the moment. The river Garonne shimmered in the distance. They were not gaining on her. This is absurd. There is no way that      horse is  faster  than Orion. One thing is for sure, that girl can ride.
René pulled Orion up and slowed him to a canter. He hoped Martin would have the presence of mind not to mention the bet. A long lock of hair fell over his eye. He tucked it back behind his ear, and projected a casual air.
When René cantered up, Clarisse was walking her horse along the river, allowing him to cool down before she let him drink. Without warning, her horse whipped his head around and reared, forehooves striking out. Taken by surprise, she fought to keep her seat. Orion screamed and rose on his hind legs, iron tipped hooves striking back. The horses moved in close now, each trying to bite the other.
René’s awareness had altered with such swiftness that time itself appeared to pause. He projected an implacable calm, its intensity almost radiant. With his left hand, he pulled Orion’s head around, then twisted right and slapped the other horse on the nose.
“Hold!” The world seemed to obey him. For an instant both horses froze. Nothing in that space moved, not even Clarisse.
“Clarisse, move him away.” René kept his voice quiet and measured.
The world started again. Clarisse regained control of her mount and turned him as René moved Orion back, increasing the distance between the two horses.
René’s mask returned—the feckless nineteen-year-old whose sole intent was to enjoy the day.
Clarisse’s eyes were wide, her face flushed.
“Are you all right?” he asked.
Clarisse averted her face to cover the blush that betrayed her. “Of all the stupid…what did you think you were doing, sneaking up on us like that? They could have killed each other.”
“If you were paying attention—”
“Attention? Why, you idiot. If you had—”
Martin rode into the space between them. “What happened?” René and Clarisse began to speak at once. “Hold on, hold on.” Martin held up his hand palm out. “Anyone hurt?” Both shook their heads. “I have never seen either of you like this. Why ruin the whole day?”
René returned Clarisse’s angry gaze. A year had passed since he last saw her. They were at some obligatory social function or other that Bordeaux’s upper class crowded into their calendars. Something had changed. Perhaps the way the sunlight shimmered from her long curly black hair whenever she turned her head, or caused sparks of light to reflect from her deep blue eyes. Even her voice sounded different, softer in its stridency. A sheepish smile crept onto René’s face.
“I apologize,” he said. “I should have known better.”
She returned the smile. “Sorry I yelled at you. No one can predict what horses will do.” Clarisse tightened her grip on the reins to hold her horse well back. “Is there any chance you brought some of that wine your vineyards are famous for?”
“I may have done just that. I see a good spot over there. Shall we tie up the horses and spread a blanket out?” René dismounted and led Orion in the opposite direction from the other stallion. “Whoa, Orion, calm down. No more fighting today,” René said, his voice even and quiet, as he rubbed the big horse’s neck. “That girl has spirit. Have to admit, not many could have controlled that horse.”
Orion snorted and bobbed his head up and down. René laughed as he tied Orion’s reins to a tree. “You agree, huh?” He removed the satchel that contained the wine and walked over to where Clarisse shook a blanket out. “How can I help?”
“I brought some baguettes and cheese. Would you mind getting them?”
“Not at all.”
René spoke in a low, calm voice as he approached Clarisse’s horse from the front and patted him on the neck. “Whoa, boy, I just want to retrieve this satchel.” He studied the lines of the stallion. He was not so certain Orion could have outrun this horse from a dead start. This was a powerful animal and his estimation of her horsemanship rose.
Clarisse spread out the blanket on a grassy clearing beneath the shade of a copse of old river birch. Gnarled limbs reached out over the water and granted them shade. René carried the satchel to her, while Martin released a long, slim leather box from behind his saddle. “What have you got there?” René called over to him.
Resplendent in gold brocade and ribbons, Martin was the picture of a stylish well to do young Frenchman. He kneeled, set the box on the ground, and then opened it. Nestled within a dark red velvet lining lay a slim, lethal shape. “A new rapier. Came all the way from Toledo.” Martin freed the sword from its velvet embrace as if it were alive. He stood and slashed the weapon down and to the side. The blade shimmered in the sunlight as it sliced through the air with a hissing sound.
“Beautiful, right? I thought I would practice a bit. Here, you want to feel the balance?” Martin extended the sword’s hilt toward René.
René jumped back as if Martin held a cobra. “Ah, non, merci. You go ahead.”
“Oh, sorry. I forgot, you have no affection for swords. Come to think of it, I do not remember ever seeing you hold a sword. There are many good reasons to go armed these days.”
“Well, ’tis just that…” Clarisse stopped laying out the napkins and cutlery and listened. “Y-you can get hurt with those things.”
“Kind of the point, is it not?” Martin slashed the blade through the air again as if to emphasize his statement.
René backed farther away. “I guess I am not that good around sharp objects. I like my fingers right where they are, merci,” he said, becoming very interested in what Clarisse was doing. “Clarisse, ’tis been a whole hour since I ate. What do you have in that satchel?”
Clarisse took out cheese and baguettes and then dug deeper into the pack, finding a few small pastries. “Will you open the wine?”
Martin moved away a few paces and began basic fencing exercises. René uncorked the bottle and poured a glass for Clarisse and one for himself. Unable to ignore the weapon, he watched Martin out of the corner of his eye.
“You seem distracted,” Clarisse said. “If swords make you nervous, you could ask him to put it away. I am certain he would be happy to practice some other time.”
“Martin sees that sword as a shiny new toy to wave around. I do not view swords that way.” Martin came to the en garde position. René called out. “Higher and to the right or you will get skewered.”
Martin paused. “Directions from the sword master himself.”
“Uh, you know,” René stammered. “I must have read it in a book somewhere.” In that moment the wind whistled through the trees, opening a pathway for the sun to shine into his eyes, and in the glare, he was back in the courtyard, memories like a wall of water rushed toward him.
The sound of metal rasping against metal was ugly, frightful. Fear washed through ten-year-old René. The Maestro had, for the first time, picked up steel instead of bamboo for their sparring practice. René, on the other hand, had been practicing with a rapier from the time he was eight. He expected it to be worse, paralyzing. Relief that it was not almost cost him an ear, for the Maestro was delivering a vicious cut to the head. At the last moment, René brought his rapier over his head, the knuckle bow pointed in the direction of the thrust. There was a loud grating noise as the steel connected.
The wind stopped. The branch swung back to block the sun, and Clarisse was offering him an almond macaron on a silk napkin.
“René. René,” she said louder, poking him in the arm.
“Sorry.”
Clarisse studied the young man seated opposite her. Tall and slim with sun bleached hair, his green eyes seemed to change shade with each moment. “Where did you go?” She placed the delicate confection in front of him.
“I, ah…was caught up in the beauty of this place.” He looked at her. “Amazing how beauty can be all around us, and how blind to it we can be.” There was a pause as if neither of them could think of anything to say. The moment was uncomfortable and exhilarating at the same time.
Both began to speak—and then laughed.
“After you,” René said.
“I was wondering if you might join Martin and me tonight. Antoinette is giving a masked ball, and ’twill be, well, excessive. ‘Tis last minute, but they always are.”
“I would be pleased to attend.” René smiled.
Clarisse straightened and took a sip of wine. She watched him closely from the corner of her eye. “Would there be someone special you might bring?”
“Not at the moment. I think I would rather be surprised and meet my destiny as it plays out.”
“Martin, are you an expert yet? Come over here and sit with us. I have invited René to come with us to Antoinette’s.”
Martin replaced the sword in its velvet case and, still breathing in short deep gasps, found a seat next to Clarisse on the blanket. “What? Is there no glass for me?”
“Given the skill with which you waved that sword around,” René said, “I fear intoxicating spirits will lead to your doom. Even in its case, you may find a way to stab yourself with your new amusement, and I would be at fault for your demise. But worry not, I will step up and drink your share.” He reached for the wine bottle, but Clarisse got to it first.
She poured a glass for Martin. “I think you are downright valiant—a knight. Here, monsieur, you deserve the finest wine available. ’Tis unfortunate this was the best we could find.” She laughed.
“Is that a slight on our vineyards?” René postured. “I must challenge you to a duel. But, alas, you are a weak femme and I cannot challenge you.”
“Weak femme, am I? Why you…”
Martin jumped up and assumed a martial posture. “You, monsieur, are a… a… Gorgonzola!”
“A what?” René jumped up, laughing. “Are you calling me a cheese?”
“I am.”
“Have at you, monsieur.” René tackled Martin, and they wrestled, rolling down the hill toward the river.
“Watch out, you are too close to the water,” yelled Clarisse as she leapt to her feet.
They regained their footing, and each struggled to take the other down when René slipped on a spot of wet grass. Splash. They tumbled into the cold water.
“Enough,” yelled René. “Touché, you have me. I hit the water first. I should have known better than to duel with the deadly Roquefort, being nothing more than a common Gorgonzola.”
René emerged from the water, shaking his head. He knelt before Clarisse. “I am forced by the stronger man to offer you my most humble apology.”
“Still, I would see you thrashed for your insult. Gentle femme, indeed,” she said. “Etiquette, however, demands that I accept your apology, the proper forms having been observed.”
Martin walked over and struck what he apparently believed to be a martial posture. Clarisse bit back a laugh. His gold lamé clothing had not fared well, its ribbons lay limp against the soaked fabric. The ruffled collar had come loose and now hung over his left shoulder. With both stockings around his ankles, he could not have looked less fearsome.
“I hope, for your sake, that you have learned your lesson, monsieur.” He placed his hat on his head. The large gold feather, now drenched, lost its struggle to remain upright, and then, as if to punctuate his statement, fell across his face with a wet slap.
All three fell to the blanket laughing.
“So what do you think, my brave young men? Shall we retreat to our domiciles after lunch, repair our wardrobes, and reconvene tonight at Antoinette’s?”
“What will you go as?” René asked Clarisse. “You must join us to see.”

Tuesday, December 27, 2016

CHAPTER ONE REVEAL!







                          CHAPTER ONE 
                                                            1668, Bordeaux, France

THREE MEN bled out into the dirt.
     René stared at the hand that held the bloody rapier. His hand. Tremors shuddered through his body and down his arm. Droplets of blood sprayed the air and joined the carmine puddles that seeped into the sun-baked earth. He closed his eyes and commanded the muscles that grasped the rapier to release their tension and allow the sword to drop.
     Years of daily practice and pain refused his mind’s order much as they had refused to spare the lives of three men. The heady exultation that filled him during the seconds of the fight drained away and left him empty, a vessel devoid of meaning. He staggered toward an old oak and leaned against its rough bark. Bent over, with one hand braced on the tree, he retched. And again. Still, the sword remained in his hand.
     A cloud shuttered the sun. Distant thunder brushed his awareness and then faded. Rain. The mundane thought coasted through his mind. He wiped his mouth on his sleeve and glanced down hoping to see a different tableau. No, death remained death, the only movement, that of flies attracted to a new ocean of sustenance.
     The summer heat lifted the acrid blood-rust smell and forced him to turn his head away. Before him stretched a different world from the one in which he had awakened. No compass points. No maps. No tomorrow.
   The Maestro.
     The mere thought of his fencing master filled him with both reassurance and dread. René slid the rapier into the one place his training permitted, its scabbard. He walked over to where the huge black stallion stamped his impatience, and pulled himself into the saddle.
      Some impulse caused him to turn his head one last time. The sunlight that surrounded the men flickered like a candle in the wind, and the air was filled with a loud buzzing sound. Although still posed in identical postures of death, three different men now stared sightless.
     Their skin was darker than the leather tanned sailors. Each wore a short linen kilt of some kind that left their upper bodies naked. As strange as the men appeared, their weapons were what drew René’s eye. The swords were archaic; sickle shaped and appeared to be forged of bronze. These men wore different faces and yet their eyes—somehow he knew they were the same sailors he had just killed. René blinked and there before him the original three men lay unmoved. Dead.
For an instant his mind balked, darkness encircled the edges of his vision.
    Do not anticipate meaning. The Maestro’s voice echoed in his head. Meaning may be ignored, but it cannot be hurried.
    The darkness receded, and he reined the stallion’s head toward home.
                                                                          ***

     René approached the linden shaded lane to the château. The stately trees, their clasped hands steepled over the gravel drive, had always welcomed him. Now they were just a faded backdrop that moved past the corners of his eyes. Could it have been only hours ago that the anniversary of his sixteenth year had presented itself like a gaily wrapped gift waiting for his excited appreciation? The day had dawned as grand as any he had yet experienced, and he had awakened early, eager for the morning’s light.
     “Henri,” he yelled, as he charged down the marble staircase and into the dining room. Breakfast was set and steaming on the polished mahogany table. Burnished silver platters and cream colored porcelain bowls held a variety of eggs, sausages, fruits, and breads. How Henri always seemed to anticipate his entry amazed René.
     “Oui, Master René.” Serene as always, the middle-aged major domo entered the dining room. Henri walked over to the table and poured a cup of tea for René. “ S’il vous plaît, be seated, sir.”
     “I cannot. Maybe a roll and a link of sausage. Henri, do you know what today is?”
Henri paused as if deep in thought. “Thursday. Oui, I am quite sure ’tis Thursday.”
René took a still sizzling sausage from a tray and did his best to fold it within a baguette. “Non, ’tis my birth date,” he managed around a mouthful of sausage and roll.
     “Which one is that, sir?”
     “How do you not know? You were there.”
     “Well, I remember ’twas after the end of the war. Let me see. The war was over in…”
     “Very droll, Henri. Your memory works fine, ’tis your humor that leaves room for improvement. Today is... so... I cannot explain, it feels like anything is possible today.”
“Given that there is still plenty of day left, perhaps you might sit down and eat. I expect you will need all your strength for a day so filled with possibility.”
     “I cannot be late.” René gulped his tea and shoved the rest of the roll and sausage into his mouth.
     “Happy anniversary, Master René.”
     “Merci Henri.” René checked his appearance in one of the grand foyer mirrors, and then strode toward the courtyard. The time had come to present himself to the Maestro.
     René vibrated with excitement. He paused just inside the entrance to the training area. This was no way to face the Maestro. He sucked in a deep breath, exhaled, and reached for that quiet center. The torrent of chaotic thought stilled and that unique calm of intense focus settled around him. His friends Marc and Anatole sported their weapons in public. René had yet to earn that privilege. Disarming the Maestro was the only way, and since that possibility seemed as remote as the ability to fly, it generated a great deal of frustration.
     Today, however, might be the day.
     He approached the master and bowed, already deep within that inner awareness that catalogued and recorded the location of each element that made up the courtyard. He saw this space with every sense. He knew the groundskeeper had removed marigolds that had overgrown their bed, and that a chair had been added to the small table in its customary place against the lichen streaked courtyard wall.
     René focused on the Maestro’s eyes. A slight man with pale hair, his face could have been struck from marble for all the information it conveyed. The Maestro bowed in return.
     “Begin,” said the master.
René walked to the stack of bricks in the northwest corner of the courtyard. The sound of birdsong faded, along with the warmth of the sun on his neck, the crunch of the dirt beneath his feet, and the breeze on his face. Paradoxically, while his attention narrowed to the bricks in front of him, it expanded to every movement within the courtyard.
     The practice area was fifty paces by fifty paces, with one wall a scarred reminder of the Thirty Years War. Slicing the square into two triangular shapes was a well-worn path that measured a little over seventy feet and led from one corner to its opposite. René lifted the first two of two hundred and forty-one bricks, one in each hand, keeping his wrists straight with the palms down and his arms rigid in front of him. He walked across the courtyard and placed the bricks on the ground, then turned and walked back for two more bricks. Two hundred and forty-one bricks, always one left over like the condemned’s reprise that never arrived.
     The number of times he needed to move the bricks from one side of the courtyard to the other was never fixed, however, it rarely stopped at one. Three moves, sometimes four or five would constitute the day’s beginning. At first, the torturous exercise had left five-year-old René in tears and incapable of lifting his arms, let alone a brick. This day, as René replaced the last brick in its original location, the Maestro spoke.
     “Do you wish to spar with me?”
     And René answered with the only answer, “Oui, Maestro.”
     “Choose your weapon.”
     René settled deeper into that trance-like state where he was able to respond to external conditions much faster than he could think. He selected a rapier from a table of various edged weapons, each one’s deadly mirror bright angles reflected blue in the morning light.
     “En garde,” said the Maestro, as he flowed into position.
     The sparring proceeded evenly, thrust and parry, until René exhibited weakness on his left side—just a touch, a whisper of indecision. The Maestro had a preternatural sense of the feint and was rarely fooled. Although René had long since become comfortable and deadly with either hand, this morning’s strategy required the weapon be held in his left.
     A deep breath here, a slight pause there. He must be subtle beyond the movement of a butterfly’s wing, for he faced the Maestro.
     Rasp.
     The blades slid off each other. René moved to the left, opening his defense for a brief second. As the expected thrust came through, he circled his blade toward the hilt of the Maestro’s and pulled down with all his strength.
     Silence.
      They both stared at the impossible, the Maestro’s blade in the dirt. It was as if a deadly snake had sprouted there.
     The Maestro favored René with a rare smile.
     “You may now arm yourself.” And with that, he leaned down, picked up his sword—checked to see that René remained en garde—smiled again, and walked from the courtyard.
René whooped and danced, exhilarated by the victory. To lift into the air like a bird no longer resided within the realm of the impossible.
      He swaggered from the courtyard, rounded the corner, and ran into his father’s study. Perched on the edge of his father’s large mahogany desk, René adjusted his newly attached sword to be sure it was visible. “Bon jour, father.”
     Armand Gilbert looked up from his ledgers and his face came as close to a smile as it ever did.            “Bon jour, to you, as well.”
René shifted a little, banging the sword against the desk.
     “What are your plans for today?” His father’s gaze returned to the ledger.
      Focused on the accounts before him, he failed to comment on his son’s recent change in status. René stood and walked across the front of the desk. “No plans. Probably ride over to Martin’s.”
     “Perhaps you might run an errand for me first. The Belle Poulé has finished her refit and is preparing to depart. Can you carry a payment to the victualer for me? This year’s early grape harvest has left us a bit shorthanded.”
     “Happy to. And you no longer need be concerned for the safety of your money.” René turned again and brandished the lethal addition to his attire.
     “We live in dangerous times, but it adds little to be overly concerned.” Armand glanced up, his expression once again approached a smile.
      Unable to wait any longer, René placed his hand on the sword hilt. “Do I not look a little different today?”
     “Today? Your birth date. I am sorry I have been so busy, what with the Poulé’s departure and all. I am sure Marie will make something festive for tonight’s dinner and we will celebrate then.”
     “Non, not that, this.” René struck a martial pose, his hand on the sword at his hip. “My sword. I am wearing my sword. I disarmed the Maestro.
     “So I see. Well done.”
     For René, those two words spoke volumes from a man who was as spare with praise as the Maestro. “Oui, I am happy to carry the payment into town for you.”
     “Merci.” Armand reached into his desk drawer and withdrew a leather sack heavy with silver.
      “Here. Make sure you get a receipt.”
     “I will.” René grabbed the sack with an outward show of nonchalance, and headed for the door.
     “René.”
      He turned to face his father.
     “Happy anniversary.” A broad smile spread across Armand’s face.
     “Merci, Papa”
                                                                            ***

     René decided to stop for a glass of beer at the Boar’s Head to show off his new status. The tavern’s location along the road from the port into Bordeaux caused it to be a favorite haunt for the young men of the town as well as sailors on leave. A few minutes more would make no difference to the Poulé’s scheduled departure. René strode in to the dimly lit tavern and exhaled the breath that had kept his chest expanded. The room was near empty, with three men seated around a lone table in the corner. No one he knew. He walked up to the counter and ordered a “small beer,” more barley water than alcohol. The weight of his sword thumped against his hip. With this symbol, others would view him as an adult. He was sure that he had grown taller between yesterday and today.
      The tavern keeper nodded in recognition “Where away, lad? You are excited about something.”
     “I am on a business errand for my father.” He patted the money pouch. “As for being excited, ’tis my birth date today and a good day to be alive.”
     “Oui, ’tis. Well then, a happy day to you.” The tavern keeper moved to one of the tables to retrieve empty tankards.
     The three at the corner table rose and sauntered over to René.
     “Here is a likely specimen of a young man,” the tallest of the three spit out through rotted teeth. A scar that ran from the corner of his right eye to the bottom of his jaw flexed an angry red with each word. He stopped, his face inches from René’s. “How about you buy us a drink? A wealthy gentleman like yourself throwing a little charity our way.”
The other two laughed. All three carried cutlasses. René studied the three men. Having spent eight months at sea when he was eleven, and another seven months at fourteen, he recognized sailors by the way they stood. Seaman just into port exercised care when moving about, for it was the land that challenged long accustomed sea legs. Although he was not concerned, the Maestro had taught him to use his head in any threatening situation.
      Always take the line of least resistance. Never let useless emotions cloud your judgment.
      “Twould be my pleasure to buy three fine sailors a drink.” René motioned to the tavern keeper and tossed coins on the counter. “Set these men up with whatever they choose.
      “Gentlemen.” René nodded to the ragged sailors, took a final swallow of his beer, and headed for the door.
     The three men followed René into the street.
     Again, the man with the scar spoke. “We will be taking the money you carry.”
     They drew their cutlasses and held them with the casual ease of long familiarity. Although the weapons were nicked, they were otherwise in reasonable repair. These men were veterans. A dead calm, much like the center of a storm settled over René. He radiated threat. The men took a step back.
     “He is just a damn boy.” The scarred man brandished his sword. “Stop wasting time and give us   the coin, or you will be a head shorter before this day gets any longer.”
      “I cannot give you this money.” René’s voice was quiet, the words spoken without emotion.
      “Then you are a stupid, dead child.” The scarred man attacked, flanked by the other two.
René leaned back and allowed the first blade to sing past his chest. Almost faster than the eye could follow, he had drawn his sword. He stepped into the scar-faced man. With an elbow strike to the chin, he dropped the man to the ground like a rag doll released from a child’s hand. He continued the turn, drew his blade across the second sailor’s throat, and with a swift change of line he parried a thrust from the third. Frantic, the man tried a slashing overhand cut, which René pushed up and to the side.       Then a quick thrust beneath the heart.
    Three inches is all you need.
    The scarred man rose and shook his head, his face a mask of blood-red rage. He lunged forward.         René parried the thrust, and then riposted through his adversary’s neck. The attacker’s face wore a look of incredulity as a fountain of blood sprayed in rhythmic surges from his severed jugular vein.
He dropped to the ground a second time, choking as he expired. The fight had taken only seconds. Released from the eye of the battle’s storm, René’s every sense vibrated with the supreme joy of victory, of survival, of life. He had defeated three grown men. He was invincible. Then he looked down.
     Three men were dead. He had killed three men.
                                                                            ***

     The next morning dawned with no hint of change. The quality of light that shone through the mullioned glass windows was no different. The sounds and smells of the awakening château were familiar, but carried no comfort. The courtyard looked the same, but each sound, each smell, each stone’s meaning had changed.
      Although the incident was quietly taken care of, it could never be undone. Even if it had been grist for Bordeaux’s gossip mill, no one would have blamed René for defending himself. No one but him. He could have disabled the three men and yet he had not. Within the fight’s brief duration he had experienced an exhilaration facing real danger and a strange kind of joy in his power to defeat it. The Maestro never hesitated to wound him and had done so many times over the years, but in his heart, René was convinced he would never die at the hand of the master.
     There was no pretending the three men’s deaths were accidental, that perhaps he had reacted before the arrival of awareness.
     To deny truth is to uninvite it. The more unwelcome, the less it appears, until you are left in perpetual darkness.
     Some part of him had known the inevitable outcome of his actions. Against his level of skill, the fight was not self-defense, it was murder. He had murdered three men and that fact made him sick.
René had avoided the Maestro when he returned to the château. He needed time to gather the courage to face the master. His father had told him what he wanted to hear; that his actions were necessary. But the untruth only served to solidify his guilt.
     He moved into that level of calm attention, which was the essence of the fencer’s art, and walked into the courtyard. He approached the Maestro and, as usual, bowed before him never releasing his focus on the man’s eyes.
     “I think we will have a cup of tea this morning.” The master gestured toward the small table set against the stone wall.
     René stopped, confused. He had never been invited to join the Maestro for tea before and had never expected to be.
     The unorthodox is the application of creative strategy and is usually necessary for victory.
There was irony in hearing the echo of one of the Maestro’s previous lessons while facing him. René settled deeper into that level of trance that comprised battle calm and focus. If this was to be a chess match of will, so be it. He sat and then accepted the cup of tea from his teacher. He waited. The Maestro would move the first piece.
     The Maestro smiled, an expression he rarely wore. “I am aware that you experienced some difficulties yesterday.”
      “I murdered three men.”
      “Oui, you did.”
      René had not expected the Maestro to coat the truth, but the three word confirmation shook him. The silence between them lengthened. René drew his sword from its scabbard and placed it on the table, hilt toward the Maestro. “I am grateful to you for teaching me, but I will never kill another man.” René scraped his chair back.
     “S’il vous plaît, keep me company a bit longer.” The Maestro gestured at René’s chair.
The Maestro had never used the word ‘please,’ and the command was of such proportions that René could not have stood had wild horses pulled him from the chair.
     “Your skill is a weapon that should never be used with casual intent,” said the Maestro. “Did you employ it with contempt?”
     “Non, master.”
     “Did you employ it for personal gain?”
     “Non, master.”
     “What emotions are you experiencing?
     “Disgust, sadness, anger.”
     “As I have taught you, all are cousins of fear and fear is useful only as the perception of danger, useful in the moment only. Useless in the past or the future. Is perception by its nature limited?”
    “Oui.”
    “Then you do not, cannot, have the entire picture. Destiny and free will are the paradox that confronts our every step. I have taught you to forgo judgment on yourself, for it is often inaccurate.”
    “I cannot change the way I feel. My desire is to bind wounds, not create them. With a sword in my hand, the outcome can only be death and more death. I will never pick up a sword again.”

     “René, the universe smiles when it hears the word never. Like all of us, you have a destiny for this lifetime. Although, with our limited awareness, it is difficult to understand, destiny is never involuntary. You have chosen this path, and it will bring to you what you need. There are many roads to awareness. Some are rougher and more painful than others, but all lead to our chosen destinations. I wish you well.” The Maestro stood, bowed, and walked from the courtyard.





Stay tuned! Chapter 2 will be released next week!

Thursday, December 8, 2016

REBLOG: In the kitchen with Sloane Taylor

Here’s a quick dinner that looks and tastes like you’ve spent hours in the kitchen. Add a salad and your meal is complete.

CHICKEN MARSALA
4 medium chicken breasts, boneless, skinless
¼ tsp. thyme
8 ozs. baby Porto Bella mushrooms, halved if large
2 garlic cloves, pressed
2 tbsp. olive oil
4 tbsp. butter
½ cup chicken stock
½ cup Marsala wine
½ cup heavy cream at room temperature
Rice or pasta
Parsley

Rinse chicken and pat dry. Sprinkle thyme evenly over breasts.
Melt half the oil and butter in a 12-inch skillet set on medium heat. When the foam subsides add mushrooms and garlic. Sauté for 3-4 minutes. Spoon vegetables into a bowl and set aside.
Use the same skillet and melt remaining oil and butter over medium-high heat. Add chicken. Sauté 10-15 minutes, until no pink remains. The time depends on meat thickness. Remove chicken to a plate. Tent with foil to keep warm or place in a 200° oven
Add Marsala and stock to the same skillet. Bring to a boil while scraping in any bits that cling to the bottom and sides of the pan. Boil for 3-4 minutes or until the sauce is reduced by almost half.

Reduce heat to medium. Slowly stir in cream. Heat through but do not bring to a boil.
Return chicken and mushrooms to the pan. Heat through for 2-3 minutes.
Move chicken to the center of a serving dish. Surround with rice or pasta. Spoon mushrooms and broth over the platter. Sprinkle parsley across the top to decorate. Serve immediately.
May you enjoy all the days of your life around a well laden table!

Sloane Taylor


Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Agent Induced Terror



    Terror is a part of any new creative endeavor. Creation is about exploration which always begins with incomplete information. So, you kind of know the destination you’d like to reach. You’ve read and heard rumors of others who have beached there, but the map is blurry and there are definitely dragons drawn along its edges.
     I completed The Sun God’s Heir in 2007 and attended my first conference, The Algonkian Workshop,  in New York City. I was afraid and anxious, but not yet terrified. You see, real terror requires some basic awareness, and at that time, I was dumb and happy. So I was nervous, but really didn’t have anything to lose, since this novel thing was still on the pipe dream end of the spectrum.
The conference went well, I learned a few things, and Tom Colgan, an executive editor at Penguin USA, requested a full. That’s the complete manuscript, an all too rare occurrence. Since not that many people had their books requested, I was floating. “Hey, this isn’t so hard.” At that time, the manuscript was an unedited one hundred and forty thousand word beast. Although he did not propel me to fame and fortune, I am still grateful to Mr. Colgan for the gracious way he treated my inexperience. He even read the book again, a year or so later, when I was sure I had it. I didn’t.
    The next year, still hopeful, but anxious, I revisited New York City, attending the Backspace Writers Conference at the Radisson Martinique. The hotel was a little too expensive, so I think I stayed at the Comfort Inn down the street. Now, I knew just enough to be terrified. I put my name tag on and claimed a seat in a large conference room. I had done some research, and knew that the agents I would meet were the real deal. They still are.
    The concept was excellent. There would be two workshops on each of the two days. One in the morning and one in the afternoon, each hosted by two different agents, eight total for the two days. The morning workshop dealt with the novel’s first two pages, and the afternoon one with the all important query letter.
    On that first day I joined nine other aspiring authors at four conference tables set in a rectangular shape with the two agents seated on one side and the ten of us around the other three. In front of the agents was a stack of paper twenty pages high. The first two pages from each of our novels, the lure laboriously tied to catch the interest of an agent, a publisher, and an unending stream of readers, looked unimpressive as a short stack of paper. Given the overwhelming attention demands of the twenty-first century, even two pages worth of someone’s time was a lot to ask.
Jeff Kleinman of the Folio Literary Agency was paired with another gentleman. Jeff Kleinman was the first agent I submitted my work to after pouring through the 2008 Writers Market, a weight lifting tome if ever there was. I knew enough to be actually shaking. Of the other agent, try as I might, I can’t call more than a blur to mind. I remember a whispered comment mentioning Stephen King’s agent, but I think it may have been A.S. King.
Jeff Kleinman picked up the first two pages. To this day, I am still grateful that they didn’t belong to me. They represented the hopes and creative effort of the pale young man seated opposite from me. The rules of this particular workshop stated that the agents would read the pages as if pulling them from the slush pile (unrequested submissions) at their office, and react as they would on a busy workday.
     No pressure in that. He read for about ten seconds and then put the pages down. White silence around the table. The first paragraph or something in it had caused him to put the pages, and the author’s hopes down. At least there wasn’t a real trash can. He passed them to the other agent who read a little longer, and then put the pages down. They then explained why this effort had no chance of surviving the slush pile. All this work only to drown in ten seconds. Ah, terror.

   He finally picked up my pages. I don’t think Jeff Kleinman is a sadist. I really don’t. Looked on with some  years cushion, I think he was trying to give us a taste of reality. Fantasy is a wonder within the pages of a story, but not truly useful in the market. Does one no good to pretend a piece of fruit is ripe. That he seemed to take a certain glee in our terror is up for others to decide. He said my name to ascertain my location. I raised my hand. He looked over the sheet.
“Ah, The Sun God’s Hair.”
“No,” I squeaked. I have a fairly deep voice, and am accustomed to talking, so what came out was a surprise. I cleared my throat and said, “The Sun God’s Heir.”
“The Sun God’s Hair,” he said again, with just the hint of a smile.


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    Smile went right by me. “No, The Sun God’s Heir.”  By this time in my novel writing career, I had devoted a couple of  years and a good amount of time, energy and money. I hadn’t really thought in terms of plan B, so I had front loaded all the elements of fear of failure. I don’t think I even responded to his second mispronunciation of my gorgeous title. I just sat there, waiting.  I think he then said, “Whatever.”, but I can’t be sure of anything from that point. I do remember his reading through both pages, which was momentarily encouraging. He then verbally cut them to pieces and placed the pages along with my hopes in the trash. Of the ten of us, I think maybe one survived the trash.

     I write about terror, because the emotion is useful and temporary. On January 18th, I am releasing The Sun God’s Heir: Return, book one in the trilogy and looking forward to being called an instant success. The book will be published by The Piscataqua Press Riverrun Select imprint. Truth is, no matter what, I’m proud of what I’ve created, and in a funny way, I’m grateful to Mr. Kleinman for the reality check. We live in terrifying times. Terror is temporary, while heart and persistence are ongoing. Creating something is harder than its opposite, but infinitely more rewarding.